(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); OK 2 days ago when leaving school on the school bus messing around with my friends screaming at the little kids on the bus.
This girl that I knew died recently and I feel it somewhat my fault. We all though on the bus that she dropped something under her car as we left and none of us thought anything of it. She had a seizure and we watched for like a minute not knowing.
I feel like utter shit and I don't know what to do. What do I do?

go sit yourself in a corner and think about your actions before you perform them, this is a very sad example of why people should think before doing any harm to other people.

I'm a little confused, I'd like to know more of this but the way you wrote it has made it hard for me to understand what's truly going on.

I seen someone die and didn't do anything

You' feeling gulity. I think you should apologize to the parent. That should probably lift some weight off your shoulders.

Just a suggestion.

don't even know them and it would be more painful then awkward for them and me then anything

Hmm :/

Well you didn't know then... But next time don't be inconsiderate (even with people who you do not know). Also you're young/a kid i'm guessing & lil stupid.. so yeahh :[

Edit: Also if i were you i'd go to her funeral or at least visit her grave & pay your respects to her.

how was i being inconsiderate?

You say/typed you didn't really think of anything when you saw her, you could've looked again & or thought if something was up or seen if she was ok & or needed help/attention.. or yeah just asked to her if she was ok ie. "Are you ok?!"

Btw i'm not trying to be an ass but i don't think you know the full meaning of inconsiderate - " in·con·sid·er·ate ( n k n-s d r- t). adj. 1. Thoughtless of others; displaying a lack of consideration. 2. Not well considered or carefully thought out; ill-advised."

Nothing you can do , your actions have been done.
You could have saved her life or it could have killed her you won't know.
Only thing you can do is take this as a life lesson when somebody looks like they need help give it.
Something you could do is learn what to do during that situation, so if it happens again you can be useful aka first aid.

My advice don't feel guilty a lot of people are hit by fear and don't do the right thing. Just make sure you learn from it.