Before you ask, NO, this is not about your porn addiction, or how you fap to gay porn, or anything perverted. This is a serious thread, so please, don't troll, or feed the trolls.
I'm asking this because, almost every night I think about death, I HAVE NO IDEA WHY! It seems every night, I think about what my life would be like without someone such as my parents, or grandmother (She is very awesome, and I love her(not in that way pervert)) and I feel sick to my stomach. And then I can't fall asleep for awhile.
Even though I try not to, it still happens...
So what do you guys think about at night? Death, what you should have done different, who would care if you committed suicide, anything.
Just wondering, and again, please don't troll.